You had always been the more submissive one in a relationship, in every sense of the word and in every aspect of the relationship too. You were what you called yourself ‘a designated bottom.’
“I just wish I could at least try and top someone once.” You mumbled sadly as you lamented your submissiveness to your long time friend, Nagisa Shiota.
“Well what if you tried it ou with a friend?” He asked as he swished his straw around in his drink.
“Yeah but who would actually go for it if I was like:
‘Hi, could we have sex so I can top you just to see what being the dominant one feels like?’
“that’s just a very weird conversation starter.” You said with a laugh.
“I’d be happy to help?” Nagisa offered quietly, a light blush dusting his cheeks.
“Y-You?! You’d help me?” You asked incredulously, “I-I mean I’m super grateful but you don’t need to do it for my sake!”
“Isn’t that what you would be asking of others though? To help you for your sake?” He queried, “But it’s fine, I’m sorry, I guess you gotta be attracted to the person you ask to help you.” He added meekly, a little embarrassed now.
“Wait.” You said hurriedly, “b-but I am attracted to you, that’s what makes it a little… I dunno… weird? It’s like I’d be asking to have sex with you for the purpose of an experiment but the ulterior motive is I actually like you.” You said with a laugh, “I feel like it’s tricking you into having sex with me.”
“But I like you too so where’s the problem?” He asked with a cute little head tilt, “and if I didn’t want to help you I wouldn’t have offered.”
“Oh… Ok.” You said softly, heart rate spiking at the realization that you might just end up having sex with your crush.
“Well umm, you just let me know when best suits you and I’ll come around.” Nagisa said softly. “Remember you’re the dominant one so you have to make the first move.”
“Oh true!” You replied happily, “Uh… ok umm would tonight be too soon? I mean, it’s fine if you need some time to think about it and umm-.”
“Y/N, be confident.” Nagisa encouraged, “tell me exactly what we’re doing tonight.”
You swallowed hollowly and nodded shyly.
“Uh… ok,” you said, taking a deep breath in and straightening in your chair. “So. Tonight, my place. You and me. Alone. Gettin’ freaky.”
You then promptly burst out laughing with embarrassment at your own words and buried your face in your hands as you screamed lightly.
“That was so embarrassing.” You wailed.
“No that was good!” Nagisa encouraged, “I’ll see you tonight then.”
You blushed and nodded.
“Ok see you then.”
“Confidence. Confidence.” You chanted internally as you paced back and forth in the kitchen of your apartment, “take the reins and just go for it.”
Suddenly the doorbell rang and you jumped violently before bolting to the door and yanking it open.
“H-Hi.” You stammered, quickly trying to drape yourself against the doorframe to look calm and collected.
“It’s a good try, Y/N.” He said kindly.
“Oh! Thanks!” You said with a bright smile, making him chuckle again.
“Are you going to let me in?” He asked gently.
“Oops! Yeah sure, come in.” You offered, gesturing for him to enter you place.
He strode past you and you quickly grabbed his arm, aiming to spin him back first up against the wall so you could kabedon him there but due to his assassin training you suddenly found yourself being the one kabedoned.
“Oh!” You gasped with surprise as the nimble Nagisa suddenly took charge and pinned you to the wall. “N-Nagisa? I..”
“Oh gosh, sorry Y/N!” He yelped as he stepped back, “my body moved on its own, I’m so sorry!”
“I didn’t know you could dominate like that!” You marveled, “that was incredibly hot.”
“I’m not really a dominant person, I promise,” he replied sheepishly, “I just had some uh… training… a while ago, that kinda just kicked in again now.”
“Maybe I can try what you just did then?” You said, confidence rising in your voice.
You grabbed his wrists and pulled him towards you, making him fall into you, your lips connecting heavily with his in the process.
“I-I’m in charge now.” You stuttered as you grabbed his shoulders and pushed him back from the kiss after you two had kissed for a few seconds.
“Ok.” He said with a bashful smile.
Confidently you grabbed his hand and led him to your bedroom and sat him down on the bed then looked around your room to see if that’s where you wanted him.
“Everything ok?” He asked as he sat comfortably on the side of the bed watching you.
“Yeah.” You said quickly with a shake of your head to stay focused. “I just wasn’t sure if this was the best place to try and be dominant.”
“We could lie on the floor?” He offered.
“Actually, let’s.” You said, “because I want to be on top.”
“Ok.” He said as he hopped off the bed and lay down on the floor.
“Umm, wait, could you please maybe take your cl-.”
“Confidently Y/N.” Nagisa interjected.
“Oh right!” You replied, “take your clothes off.” You said in a seductive voice.
“Nicely done!” He replied happily, reaching down and taking his pants and boxers off then sliding his shirt off.
You did the same and then knelt down beside him, both of you fully naked, his semi erect cock waiting for you to do something with it.
“Uhhh…” You mumbled as you reached out and made as if you wanted to hold his shaft but hung back just enough for him to encourage you to make the move.
“Go right ahead.” He said, “remember, this is you being dominant, I give you full permission to do anything you want.”
“Ok.” You said, steeling yourself as you wrapped a hand around his dick.
Nagisa let out a soft sigh as you stroked him, seemingly completely relaxed in your care, and it built your confidence quickly.
You focused on what your hand was doing and felt yourself getting more and more turned on while you stroked him so you gingerly placed a finger over your clit and rubbed it softly.
“Ooohh.” You sighed, starting to really get into it now.
Nagisa was slowly losing his composure. Your hand felt so soft around his dick and he was loving that you had initiated all of this.
“Can I… wait…I’m gonna hop on now.” You said softly, worked up enough to get up on him.
He nodded and reached for your hips to help you on top.
“Hands above your head.” You said suddenly and he smiled before nodded and raising his hands up and tucking them behind his head.
You held his dick and slowly guided it into your pussy, letting out a pleasure filled sigh as you sat all the way down on him.
“Oh wow.” You whispered, lifting off then sitting back down again. “You feel so good inside me.”
Nagisa nodded, biting into his bottom lip to stop from moaning.
“Now hold still while I ride you.” You whispered as you leaned forward a little and placed your hands on his chest and started to rock and arch your hips against him, creating the most beautiful friction between his thick cock and your slick pussy.
Nagisa was in heaven. He didn’t mind being the ‘bottom’. He had always played the roll of bottom but he knew that he could dominate too, especially with his kiss attack but you didn’t know about his past and that side of him so he was just happy to play teacher and let you learn by experience today.
“T-This feels good for me too.” He whispered as his eyes looked up into yours.
“Good.” You replied with a smirk as you kept a steady rhythm, bouncing up and down on him.
Not much more was said as you used his dick for your pleasure, occasionally telling him how good it felt or how good he was being to let you ‘dominate’ him.
“I’m getting close.” You moaned, breathing erratically as your hips bucked and jumped rapidly, “ohhhhhh~.”
“Pull off when you’re done.” Nagisa whispered through gritted teeth, “I’ll cum outside of you.”
You nodded as short melodic cries marked the beginning of your rapid ascent to the climax ending with a carnal cry of pleasure as your pussy contracted around his dick and you came hard all over his shaft, juices sliding down the insides of your thigh.
Quickly you pulled off and grabbed his shaft, pumping him rapidly to bring him to the climax as well.
He let out a small moan and his body shuddered as he released onto his stomach.
“Thank you.” You huffed, “thank you for letting me try being the top. I don’t think I make a good dom, but it was a good experience.” You added sheepishly.
“Practice makes perfect.” He replied with a smile, “I enjoyed you riding me.”
You blushed and let out a small peep of embarrassment.
“Don’t say it like that!!” You squealed. “It sounds so dirty!!”
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