Touched Chapter 61: Failed Attempt

At about the same time that Dabi was making his way to the government officials building, you were standing outside the pharmacy, intending to buy a pregnancy test but the anxiety was killing you.

“I can’t just fucking walk in there and buy a test?! I don’t even know which one to buy!?” You thought as you wrung your hands together nervously. “What if they question me or judge me…?!” 

You looked around, wondering what to do.

“I could show them my ring to prove I’m married??” Your brain offered, desperately trying to help you justify your reason for why it would be ok for you to be buying a pregnancy test.

Slowly you walked up the the sliding doors and they opened.

“Aaaaaaaaaaa I’m doing this! Am I really doing this?!” 

You walked in, hands twisting the handle of your handbag as you casually perusing each isle until you found the one that had the pregnancy tests in it. 

Stiffly you walked down the isle and spotted the tests on the bottom shelf, quickly looking away as you walked past them, pretending they weren’t your sole reason for entering the shop.

You walked to the next isle and stopped for a bit, intently looking at some constipation medication just to pass a bit of time before going back into the pregnancy test isle. 

“Ok I know where they are, time to just get one then go!” You thought as you took a deep breath and stepped away from the constipation shelf, turning and strolling casually around to the pregnancy test isle again. As you entered the isle you quickly noted how many people were around.

“5, that’s too many… time to yeet to the next isle.” You thought as you strolled through; past the tests and throwing them a quick glance before turning the corner and wandering into the next isle.

“Ok I saw a blue one? Clear blue? Is that a good one?? I DONT KNOW WHAT I’M DOING!!” You thought as you scowled at the fungal medication you had stopped in front of. “THIS IS STUPID Y/N JUST GO AND FUCKING BUY ONE YOU TURKEY.” 

You spun around and walked back into the pregnancy test isle and found, to your chagrin, there were more people than before.

“Nope.” You thought as you sped walked through the isle, throwing the pregnancy tests yet another glance. 

You went back to the original isle and stared the constipation medication down. 

“COME ON JUST DO IT!!” 

Setting your face with determination, you entered the isle once more. 

A number of people had left and it was just you and one other lady. 

You stopped and looked at the products just before the pregnancy tests, not really looking at them though… just making it look like that’s what you were after.

Then you realized what it was that you were looking at.

Condoms.

“SHIT!” You yelped with embarrassment as you spun and yeet to the shelf on the others side of the isle, “Ah yes, vaginal douching kits. Wonderful.” 

Finally the lady left and it was just you in the isle.

“Nows my chance!!”

You quickly turned and crouched down, looking at all the different tests available.

“I don’t know which one to get?!” You panicked as your eyes scanned each one hurriedly, trying to make an executive decision under stress.

You were just about to reach out and grab one when your phone rang.

Your soul left your body. 

“H-Hello?!” You stammered into phone as you quickly answered it and stepped away from the pregnancy tests.

“Hey baby did you get a pregnancy test?” Hawks asked happily from the other end of the phone. 

“Shhhhh!!” You hushed him loudly, paranoid that somehow someone could hear him.

“What? What’s wrong? Are you at the library still?” He asked, confused at why you had hushed him. 

“N-No I’m at the pharmacy.” You whispered. “I was about to get the uh, thing… and then you rang.” 

“Oh good!” He said excitedly, “get one!” 

“I don’t know which one to get?! Which one is good??” You wailed softly.

“They’re all the same aren’t they?” He asked.

“No?! They’re all different!” You replied in an irritated voice. “You know what, I’m probably not umm… yeah… THAT, so it’s fine, I’ll leave it, I’m coming home now.” You said quickly.

“Hey, no no just get one baby.” Hawks coo’d, “don’t get frustrated, it’s fine, just pick up the first one you see.” 

“No.” You said in a quivering voice, “I’m coming home.” 

“Ok chicken, ok, come home and we’ll have a snuggle.” He said softly, feeling your anxiety peaking. 

You nodded and hung up, quickly running from the shop with tears in your eyes.

As you opened the door to your house you burst into tears.

Hawks was there in an instant.

“Baby what’s wrong?” He asked tenderly. 

“I was so embarrassed!” You wailed as tears streamed down your face, “I’m scared and embarrassment and my anxiety is killing me and-.”

Hawks grabbed you in a hug and wrapped his wings around you, warming and comforting you immediately. 

He held you as you cried, carrying you over to the lounge so you could snuggle together for a bit. 

After you had calmed down you pulled back from his chest.

“I’m sorry.” You sniffed heavily, “that was a stupid thing to cry over.” 

“Don’t apologize.” Hawks said with a soft smile as he wiped your tears away. 

“Now I feel stupid.” You said with a sheepish, weak smile. 

Hawks shook his head.

“Don’t feel that way baby.” He said as he kissed you tenderly. 

“My period is probably coming, I’m emotional and my boobs hurt.” You said, wincing as you felt around them gently.

“Let me have a feel!” Hawks said excitedly, cupping one in hand and fondling it through your top.

“Owwww.” You whined, “that’s sore.” 

“Awwww.” He pouted sadly as he took his hand away and slid it up under your shirt so he could feel your breast again.

“It’s sore Keigo.” You said as you pulled away a bit.

“Hold on let me massage it gently, it will give you some relief.” He said as he pulled you into his lap so you were straddling him with your hands on his shoulders. 

He slid his hands around to your back and undid your bra, helping you slide it off so you just had your top on. 

You shivered as the fabric from your shirt rubbed your erect nipples and immediately you were turned on.

“Man my nipples are super sensitive today??” 

You thought as your man slid his hands back up under your shirt and cupped under each breast, moving them slightly as he squeezed them gently.

You bit back a moan and looked at him curiously.

“Whats going on here, why does it feel so good?” You thought.

Hawks watched the movement of your breasts as he gently massaged them under your shirt. He noticed that you had sat deeper into his lap and rocked your hips occasionally while he worked on you, your nipples still rubbing softly on the inside of your shirt.

“Feels good baby?” He asked as his golden eyes smoldered up into yours. 

You nodded as you bit your bottom lip, shuffling forward a bit more so you could rub onto his growing erection. 

He smirked.

“I see this massage is very beneficial.” He leered as he took one hand from your breasts and reached for his pants, adjusting himself so it would feel better for the two of you, then he resumed touching.

He slid his hands further up over your breasts and flicked his thumbs over your nipples, earning himself a softly erotic inhale from you.

“WHY IS THIS FEELING SO GOOD I DON’T UNDERSTAND?!?!” You screeched at yourself. 

You rocked yourself harder onto his erection, desperate for more contact. 

Hawks calmly continued to rub and tug gently at your nipples, delighting in how you were reacting to his touch.

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