“We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to,” you whispered when you felt like he was stalling.
“I-I’m just taking my time to enjoy this,” he said with a gentle smile.
You snuggled into him more and he removed his hand from your head then pulled back from your hug and sat down beside you on the bed.
Tenderly, he took your hand and held it in between his and you gave him a little smile and leaned across to kiss him on the cheek.
His skin felt warm against your lips and when you pulled back you saw he was blushing and the tips of his ears had gone red.
“Jiki,” you whispered and his lips pressed into a thin wobbly line as he tucked his head in further.
“That’s the first time you’ve called me by first name,” he whispered shyly.
“Is it?” you asked in surprise, “I’m sure I’ve called you by your first name before?”
He shook his head. “No. This is the first.”
“Well… I hope it’s ok that I’ve called you Jiki, I just feel like it’s… fitting…”
He nodded his head rapidly and intertwined his fingers with your fingers then lifted your hand to his lips, gently kissing the back of it.
You smiled shyly and leaned your head against his shoulder.
He put your hand back down and let go of it so that he could put his arm around you and you both lay back on the bed together a little more comfortable. You rolled onto your side and snuggled into him, resting one leg over his, which seemed to get his heart racing because you could feel it thumping against the palm of your hand as you placed it down on his chest.
“Is this too much?” you whispered to him.
“No,” he replied in a shaky voice, “I like it too much.”
“You’re cute,” you giggled, leaning in and rubbing your nose against his cheek.
He turned his head to you and your lips met, then parted.
You lay there, kissing gently and exploring each other’s mouths with your tongues, getting more comfortable with the setting.
As Tamaki’s heart rate stabilized you gently pulled your body up ontop of his and lay on him, your knees either side of his hips.
You desperately wanted to rock back and forty a little as the ache in your core was begging for you to do something about it but you didn’t want to rush your shy boy and so held back, remaining as still as possible as his quivering fingers held your sides.
“We’ve been more intimate than this in game, baby, there’s no need to be so scared,” you said in a soft encouraging voice.
“B-But, this is you… this is really you on top of me,” he replied, his small irises looking up into yours through his fringe.
“And I’m really happy we’re able to be so close in real life,” you replied, kissing the tip of his nose, “you can touch my side under my clothes… if you want?”
You reached back with one hand and pulled your school shirt up, allowing his soft finger to press gently into your warm skin.
You felt his heart rate suddenly spike against your chest as his twitching fingertips gently explored you.
To distract him a little, you kissed him again, rubbing your hand gently over the side of his face and up through his longing hair, brushing it out of the way a little.
Slowly, he started to relax again and his hand movements became a little more purposeful, venturing over your lower back and adding a one arm hug into the mix.
The pressure against your lower back made you pushing your lower half against him and you felt a bulge between his legs pushing back against you, gently pressing against your clit that was well hidden behind the fabric of your panties and school skirt.
“I need so much more than this!” You wailed internally, wanting to move things along a little faster but also not wanting to rush Tamaki.
This was his first time in real life… and yours too. It was special and should be savored.
As he touched you further up under your shirt you reached to the buttons on the front and started undoing them.
Tamaki was too pre-occupied by what his hands were doing to notice what you were doing and it was only when you started to pull your shirt off one arm, and then the other, that he opened his eyes and saw your bra on display- that’s he realized what you were doing.
His whole body went rigid and he just stared at your breasts spilling out a little from the cup.
“You can touch them if you like?” you said with a smile.
He heard what you had said but he felt like he had now entered some kind of dream like state and didn’t move.
“Looks like I’m going to have to initiate further,” you thought with a little internal giggle as you rolled off him and lay beside him, “here,” you said, taking his hand and placing it on your stomach.
That red hot blush was back on his face again and you half rolled on your side and kissed his nose again.
“Jiki, you don’t need to be so shy,” you said with a giggle, “I’ll start packing all of myself away if you don’t start doing things. I’ll take it as you not wanting to do something today.”
Scared and spurred into action that he was about to lose the opportunity to touch you, he quickly rolled into his side and put his arm out as he rolled up ontop of you, pinning you down with his hands either side of your head.
His sudden move surprised you and you let out a little peep noise, now sandwiched between him and the bed.
“I’m all yours, Jiki,” you said softly, rubbing your fingers over his sides that had been exposed when his school shirt rode up a bit during his roll onto you.
Shifting your legs open, you settled yourself under his body and ran your hands over his hips then over his school pants and rested your hands on his ass.
“Can I help you take your shirt off?” you asked, “so that we’re even?”
He nodded, gazing down at your face then glancing further down to your breasts.
While he was respectfully looking, you moved your hands from his back and backside, up to his shirt and unbuttoned it then slid it off his shoulders.