**This story is for my non-binary babies who have been assigned female at birth but wish to be male, this story includes desires to have bottom surgery done and although this may not apply to you directly at this point in your life it might still bring up emotions you were unaware you had regarding this subject, please be advised and read with caution**
“Kayano-baby, I’m home!!” You called out as you entered your apartment.
“Hi babe!” Kaede called with a bright smile as she bounded down the hallway and flung herself into your open arms.
You kissed her passionately as you held her, your tongue exploring her mouth as you made out at the front door.
After a few minutes of kissing she pulled back and smiled at you.
“It arrived.” She said with an excited little giggle.
It took you a moment to catch on then you gasped with excitement.
“It did?! Where is it?” You asked as you put her down.
“In the bedroom, of course.” She replied as she spun around and skipped off down the hall towards your bedroom, entering and gesturing to a box that had been placed on the bed.
“Can I open it?” You asked with a nervous smile.
“Of course!” She replied as she did a small excited bounce, waiting for you to reveal the contents.
You walked over to the box and opened it.
Inside was a strap on dildo and you beamed with excitement.
“Let’s test it out!” Kaede squealed with excitement.
You nodded enthusiastically.
You had always felt like you were meant to be a boy, ever since you were little you would shove objects down your pants to make it look like you had a penis; and as you got older you used a binder to flatten your breasts.
You and Kaede had discussed you getting sex reassignment surgery done (SRS) but it was hella expensive and although you were really keen, you were also a little worried how it would all go… it was a massive change after all.
Trialing a strap on was the next idea she had, so that you could see what it would feel like to own a penis. A ‘try before you buy’ as she called it.
You and Kaede had attended a strap on workshop at a high quality sex shop a few months ago and she had picked out the dildo she liked. Everything was now set.
Delicately you pulled out the leather harness and ran your fingers over it before reaching back into the box and pulling the wrapped dildo out.
“Ooooo.” Kaede coo’d as she walked up beside you, “can’t wait to feel you inside me.” She said as she took it from your hands and unwrapped it, placing it against your pelvis and looking down at it as if it were your own appendage.
You were very quiet as you looked everything over, truth be told you were a little emotionally overwhelmed by it all.
Kaede kissed you gently on the lips, she could sense how overwhelmed you were so she took the lead, slowly removing her clothes in front of you while periodically kissing you again.
Slowly you relaxed into her kisses, taking your clothes off as well.
Kaede took the harness and helped you strap it on, placing the dildo in the holding place snuggly and adjusting the straps.
“How does it feel?” She asked softly as she ran her hands all over your lower abdomen and dildo, gently stroking it.
You looked down and watched her, imagining it was your own erect cock she was stroking.
“It looks amazing.” You whispered.
“Come and try it on me.” She whispered erotically as she hopped up on the bed and pushed the box off so she could lay back, resting her weight on her elbows.
She bit her bottom lip seductively as she opened her legs, pink, delicious pussy on display for you.
“Come here daddy.” She said bashfully.
You were so excited and scared at the same time. What was it going to be like fucking her with a penis??
You hopped up onto the bed and positioned yourself at her entrance.
“Wait! Lube!” She said suddenly and rolled onto her side to get the tube from the bedside draw.
After pulling it out and squirting a generous amount on the end of the dildo and her pussy, she fingered herself a bit then helped guide you in.
She moaned delicately as you pushed into her, her hazel eyes glued on the dildo as it pushed into her tight little pussy.
“H-How does it feel for you?” You asked tenderly, “is it ok?”
“It’s perfect.” She whispered as you held it all the way inside her. “Do you want to move a little bit?”
“Uh… ok?” You replied pulling out a little bit then pushing back in.
She sighed happily again with a small smile on her face.
“Again?” She asked cutely.
You pulled out a little and pushed back into her, feeling the resistance of her pussy as you moved slowly.
Kaede wrapped her arms around your waist and hooked her legs over your back as you slowly got used to moving, that thrusting motion being harder to get the hang of than you thought it would.
You watched your girlfriend’s face, mesmerized by the facial expressions and moans of satisfaction as you pleasured her with ‘your’ dick.
“C-can you do it to me doggy style?” She asked, her chest rising and falling as her breathing became a little labored.
“Yeah.” You said as you pulled out of her, “roll over, baby.”
She rolled and stuck her pretty little ass up for you.
You groaned with excitement and pushed your fingers into her pussy, fingering her while you wrapped your other hand around the dildo and pumped it a little, imagining it were your own.
She moaned again as you rubbed her g-spot, gently pleasing her little pussy.
After a little while you placed the tip of the dildo at her entrance and pushed into her, watching it slide in and out of her pussy, stretching her with each thrust.
“Ohhhh.” She mewled, “this feel so good~.”
You rocked your hips back and forth, gently caressing her ass and sliding another hand around underneath and brushing your fingers across her clit as you pumped into her.
“Ahhhhh~.” She cried softly, “I like that, more, more!”
You nodded and kept watching as your hips bucked slowly against hers, still toying with her clit as you fucked her.
“You feel so good inside me.” She praises through heavy breaths, “such a perfect fit. Keep doing me like that, I love it.”
You grinned, picking up the pace a little and watching her ass jiggle slightly as your thrusting became more steady and regular.
“Keep it up, just like that, I’m gonna cum all over you.” She wailed softly, “give it to me, give it to me harder!”
You gripped her hips with both hands to anchor her and thrust more firmly.
Kaede wailed and her fingers gripped into the sheets as you pound into her pussy, pushing her to the point of climax.
She cried out with ecstasy as she came and you slowed your pumping and pulled out of her, immediately bursting into tears with all the emotion that had been building up inside you, overwhelmed by such a fulfilling experience.
Kaede rolled onto her back and opened her arms, inviting you in for a cuddle and you fell into her, sobbing while she praised you and held you close, running her fingers down your bare back.
That night you kissed and snuggled naked in bed, touching each other all over.
The following morning you booked an appointment with the doctor to discuss your options to transition from female to male, you couldn’t wait to be who you were meant to be.
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